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Finally updating...

Today I went over to the dorms then went to work around 4 got there early so I decided to go to subway. Well apparently that wasn't such a good idea because about an hour later while I was being register trained I began to feel hot, dizzy, and faint. I came back hoping it would go away but 10 minutes later I felt like I was going to throw up so I went to the bathroom again and puked. I had to go home which really sucked because I really need those hours.

Last sunday I took Maria out to Le Disko for her 18th b-day. We got there around 7:30 so we decided to hang out with David whom we had met at a party two weeks earlier. We ended up having to leave a bt earlier than expected but it was cool, we had fun.















































So then I had an idea to strip my hair lastnight so that I could dye it light brown. It kinda worked but I think it was because I had so many layers of hair dye on it that I should have stripped it twice although that would have really damaged my hair.

Went to club Genre lastnight at Cinespace. It was pretty fun Jeffery Star was wearing blue high heels and he looked funny. I have to stop spending any money I get on alcohol and things I don't need. I miss the rain, it's been too hot and sunny lately. I can't wait to go back to school and see old friends. I need something to do, anything.

Went to the Doctor this morning. I got two shots, eww needles.
hummm it's raining and in two more days it's my bf and i's one year anniversary.
I'm going to see if I can get coachella tickets, can't miss that.
I now have a polaroid wall in my room, i'll take a picture soon.
So poor, so broke right now.

I will not let a stupid crazy ass bitch steal money from me again. It was mostly my fault because I am so nice and shit. No work till saturday, and I get out at 3:00 too! party-time! aii I need to stop my self destructing ways. My addictions are my only way out of reality, sadly. I love my baby, my baby. I'd do almost anything for him :]

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I have my Second interview with H&M today at 2:00, wish me luck :]
After that I will be going to a taping of the Carson Show to see The Rapture yet again, and possibly go see Jay-Z perform on some other show. The Rapture was amazing, i really love them, the Presets were awesome as well. I wish we could have stayed for the entire encore, but we were going to miss the metro. Well my friend Shandi and I ended up missing it anyhow and getting stranded at the Union station and I had to Call Mel to rescue us. Nonetheless it was a great show. The 14 year old girls who were annoying the fuck out of me that were stepping on me just better stay out of the way next time.

I checked out George Orwell's 1984 at my school library this morning. It should be an interesting read.



















some pics form The Rapture

Little Monsters

There was hardly any feelings of love exchanged. Tearing up inside is what i'm best at. It's too hard to bring myself to conjure up any emotion and express it. I just sit there staring at the empty walls i'm confined within and expect magic to happen. Dreaming too much can have it's bad side I suppose, as with me, coming back to reality breaks me. I know deep inside that things will never change, yet on the outside I cannot simply bring myself to take action.

There's nothing I hate more then really nosey people.

In other words, Blonde Redhead is amazing, amazing!
I loved them live and i just can't stop listening to them on my i-pod.

I love autumn.
random photos i take.