Set me free

Haven't written in so long. For the past 5 months or so I have lost something i used to have. I used to isolate myself and there was this sadness within me and I never really could get that close to anyone emotionally. I was trapped in my own little world that no one could get into. Things are different now though.

I got a new camera so I will be updating a lot more. Saturday was my birthday and I got a lot of Hello Kitty stuff. yay! Today I bummed it around the house and slept a lot. Tomorrow night I am going to Genre with Anna and Maria.

yehhh

Finally updating...

Today I went over to the dorms then went to work around 4 got there early so I decided to go to subway. Well apparently that wasn't such a good idea because about an hour later while I was being register trained I began to feel hot, dizzy, and faint. I came back hoping it would go away but 10 minutes later I felt like I was going to throw up so I went to the bathroom again and puked. I had to go home which really sucked because I really need those hours.

Last sunday I took Maria out to Le Disko for her 18th b-day. We got there around 7:30 so we decided to hang out with David whom we had met at a party two weeks earlier. We ended up having to leave a bt earlier than expected but it was cool, we had fun.















































So then I had an idea to strip my hair lastnight so that I could dye it light brown. It kinda worked but I think it was because I had so many layers of hair dye on it that I should have stripped it twice although that would have really damaged my hair.

Went to club Genre lastnight at Cinespace. It was pretty fun Jeffery Star was wearing blue high heels and he looked funny. I have to stop spending any money I get on alcohol and things I don't need. I miss the rain, it's been too hot and sunny lately. I can't wait to go back to school and see old friends. I need something to do, anything.

Went to the Doctor this morning. I got two shots, eww needles.
hummm it's raining and in two more days it's my bf and i's one year anniversary.
I'm going to see if I can get coachella tickets, can't miss that.
I now have a polaroid wall in my room, i'll take a picture soon.
So poor, so broke right now.

I will not let a stupid crazy ass bitch steal money from me again. It was mostly my fault because I am so nice and shit. No work till saturday, and I get out at 3:00 too! party-time! aii I need to stop my self destructing ways. My addictions are my only way out of reality, sadly. I love my baby, my baby. I'd do almost anything for him :]